the route to go... to have it, yo!

again again... the feeling of being insecure caused a series of things i didn't wanted to happen... and apologizing also feels strange... only trying-to-be-understandable explaining is somehow a way out... gah... but away now...

today my second prom this year... and me a bit protesting against the clothing regulation... not coming around with a silk dress... dunno if i'll feel comfortable there, even with my comfortable outfit... maybe the last prom for a long time... except my own graduating prom of course... or hm... skipping that one would also have charm...